Indigo/ the ironic thing was that, as much as Apollo didn't like the song, it actually ended up helping him front better whenever it was stuck in our head
I don't know how exactly it's meant to be though, so I can't tell if we're actually co-fronting or not...
I'm just- or we're both just... kind of... not sure...
Which is probably not helping
Well if you legitimately cannot tell who is up front sounds pretty much like what we go through when doing that. Otherwise I would know if it was me or the tulpa.
When co fronting I still feel like me, but also like her too, she experiences the same thing she feels like me, but also her. So at first certainly I didn't know who I was. But the first time that happened to me was after an acid trip years and years ago and we were stuck like that for about a week until we could figure it out and get back to normal.
4:18 PM
I'm also not trying to say co fronting is the beginning state of a switch. It's just that was how we did it.
Alright so I'm kind of new to this whole tulpa thing and I'm getting kind of skeptical as to whether or not this is some enourmous troll that's too good to be true
Well I actually did go in with quite an open mind but looking at some reddit posts it's kind of hard to know if I trust it especially with like people saying they haven't gotten results for a year and then some saying they already have results like a week in, and it seems like I'm not the only one skeptical... a t all. While I still do believe in it for the most part I just wanted to get some other's opinions on it
6:33 PM
And not just with the amount of time but it also feel like some people are just roleplaying
idk man I still think it's pretty believable especially with like over 10,000 leople claiming to have some experience I think that it might just be the community :/
Had I not experienced what this is, I would be right there with the people calling bs. Sounds totally fake really. Especially when you hear about it from something like Reddit or something like that
and looking at the census saying that apparently a lot of people found this kut through 4chan
6:40 PM
I think it's really just how everyone talks abouf it, as you said, like some game though, but I guess I'll learn if I end up with a tulpa some time from now
There are plenty who create tulpas by accident without having any knowledge of the community's existence. They later find the community and say something alone the lines of "I have been doing this for a long time without knowing what it was"
A lot of the time they find it through searching the internet for things like "adults with imaginary friends" to see if anyone has had similar experiences
I'm one of those people that got one without knowing what a tulpa was. Just fantasizing spending time with a fictional character in my head until one day she started talking back. So you don't need to know what you are doing. To do it.
nah but I think I've moved past the trolling for the most part, doesn't really seem any more likelt that everyone is trolling than the possibility that maybe people are actually telling the truth
But yeah that's what I was worried about because sometimes when I read other peoples' posts I feel like they're just trying to roleplay as opposed to actually having a headmate and telling about their real thoughts, if you know what I mean
10:33 PM
basically sometimes it just sounds fake and forced as hell